GROUNDING IN ALIVENESS

Part I: FINDING THE GROUND IN “GROUNDING”

Over-used, over-familiar expressions can lose their meaning. Let’s take a fresh look at groundingIn North American healing and spiritual practice circles, people often use the expression “grounding,” as in “I need some grounding” or, “I wish I was more grounded.”
 
What is Grounding, Anyway?
 
To be grounded is to be in direct relationship with your aliveness, including your body’s sensations. This aliveness, rooted in the earth’s aliveness, is innately congruent. Truthful. This direct relationship should come naturally to us: Our bodies are built to be in constant relationship with the earth. Instead of wings or flippers, we have feet.
 
Our bodies are built to be in and of the earth, with butterflies and dragonflies, spiders and ants bustling all around us. We are meant to live among the flowers and herbs, bushes and trees. Gravity’s steady embrace anchors us to the ground. We are part of this earth. Immersed in it. Just sit outside anywhere, even in the heart of the city. Sitting quietly, you begin to notice insects, birds, squirrels, and insistent weeds. 
 
The earth’s aliveness includes all of us, even if we live in green-less concrete. Life happily crawls all over us and through us as microbes and bacteria. As embodied beings, we cannot not be part of the living, breathing earth. Yet we get cut off from direct intimacy. Collectively and individually, we numb and distract. As we disconnect from our sensations, we lose our direct relationship to truth, vitality and other beings.
 
Collective Lack of GroundCollectively we exist in a culture of dis-embodiment and dissociation.
North American nations are founded on the denial of First Nation genocide, the denial of the enslaved-African holocaust, and paved over with generations of dishonest rhetoric.
 
It’s standard practice. 
 
Just listen to the words of politicians, and then observe their actions. James Baldwin illuminated these connections in The Fire Next Time:
“To be sensual, I think, is to respect and rejoice in the force of life, of life itself, and to be present in all that one does, from the effort of loving to the breaking of bread…Something very sinister happens to the people of a country when they begin to distrust their own reactions as deeply as they do here, and become as joyless as they have become. It is this individual uncertainty on the part of white American men and women, this inability to renew themselves at the fountain of their own lives, that makes the discussion…of…any reality — so supremely difficult. The person who distrusts himself has no touchstone for reality — for this touchstone can be only oneself.”
In this environment of collective-delusion, even those of us who hold ideals of non-violence, inclusive, community-based accountability, and social justice can lose our taste and stamina for truth. 
 
It is all too easy for our muscles of courage, integrity, follow-through, and responsibility, to atrophy.
 
Individual Lack of Ground, Individual fakeness, flaky-ness, and phony-ness all begin with self-delusion. When we disconnect from what our senses are telling us, we miss the moment when we let someone down; we sleepwalk through actions that are incongruent with our values. We compartmentalize.
 
Our left hand—literally–does not know what our right hand is doing. This fog of disconnection makes it almost impossible to feel our impact on others. To acknowledge harm, and make amends.
 
Finding Integrity in the Ground. What does it take to notice when you fail to embody micro-non-violence, micro-accountability, micro-compassion in your day-to-day? What does it take to say, “I messed up; I’m sorry.” What does it take to say, “I am sorry I harmed you.” “I’m sorry I spread gossip.” “I am sorry I judged you for no good reason.”What does it take? You may say it takes humility. To me, humility means living close to the ground, immersed in the living earth. Our senses rooted in vitality, wide-awake to ourselves and others.
 

 

Grounding Within Discomfort.  Facing our integrity-lapses is not fun. Staying in direct contact with our “what is” takes courage, and humor. But it does not have to be an ordeal or a big deal. Grounding can be painful. Recently on retreat, I was blessed with an intimate, microscopic view of my habitual defenses and self-obsessed thought patterns. Ouch. It was pretty clear that melting my entrenched defendedness would take patience and persistence. At the same time, I felt closer to the ground than ever before; unencumbered and sublimely alive. Like any other skill, alignment with living truth can grow through repeated practice—in our bodies. So we have plenty of reasons to cultivate—collectively and individually–a direct relationship with “what is” –with truth!—for the sake of all beings. What else is grounding for, if not this?

Part II: REMINDERS & PRACTICES

Here are some reminders and practices for connecting us directly to vitality:
 
Reminder 1: Aliveness is Here and Now
The raw immediacy of sensations, emotions is always present; you just need to open the door that is in front of you. Vitality arrives through many different doors–myriad emotions and all kinds of sensations and body states. Whatever the door appears, open it. Acknowledge the fear, the anger, the familiar chronic-pain. Is your head buzzing? Are your legs leaden? Is your chest warm? Are you enraged, despairing, or delighted? Listen underneath the stories you are telling yourself about this moment. Beneath the story, beneath the sensation or emotion, is pure aliveness. Straight-up vitality, with no agenda.
 
Reminder 1 Practices:

 

  • Say “yes” to whatever presents itself.
  • Saying “yes” is a way to collaborate with what your body-mind is doing. Here is how it works:  When you find areas of contraction or tension in your body, say “yes” to them. Giving them the benefit of the doubt, tell them you trust they are working hard to take care of you. Tell them they are doing a good job! While you affirm them, gently increase the tension or holding for a few seconds. Act like you and your body are a team, doing something important together. Notice what happens when instead of fighting your body, you join appreciatively with it…the body always feels safer when we appreciate and support its efforts. Often with safety comes softening.
Reminder 2: You Can Trust Your Aliveness
Many of us have learned to fear our unstoppered vitality. Here’s where Machig Labdron’s advice, “Go to the places that scare you” applies. Using a gradual approach, you can acclimatize to being anchored in your raw aliveness. Just like starting a new exercise that builds unused muscles, or getting used to spicy food, you can increase your tolerance for aliveness little by little. 
 
As your fear begins to melt, you start to enjoy the inflow of the earth’s vitality and the flow of your vitality.
 
Reminder 2 Practices:
Reminder 3: Aliveness is Simple, Small, and Local
Modest, easy practices are enough to reconnect us with our source/Source. Try out some micro body movements; make sounds that match your feelings. Again, work with whatever is present. Simple, small, gentle approaches gradually build your fluidity and robustness, and help you sustain your grounding in aliveness.
 
Reminder 3 Practices:
  • When you feel stuck, don’t try to get unstuck. Just sing about how “stuuuuuhckk I feeeeeel! Oh, nooo, I am so stuck!” etc. Or journal about what is happening (sensations/feelings/thoughts) right NOW. Do not pause or censor yourself. After a few minutes, check in with your body sensations. Notice if anything has shifted. Whether it has or has not, continue singing or writing for a while and be curious.
  • If you are feeling physically or emotionally contracted or rigid, allow yourself to stand (or sit) and sway back and forth or side to side. Pretend your trunk and limbs are seaweed swaying on the ocean floor. Remember how it feels to watch someone doing Tai Chi. Make sure you sway several times and then notice how you feel. If it feels good, repeat it!
  • Try out some micro-movements: wiggle your fingers elegantly, or frantically. Wiggling your fingers consciously can be powerful. Blink gently, with awareness. Speed up and slow down your blinking. Find that Goldilocks pace that brings all of you into the present. Any movement can be transformative. Focus on your breath and breathe with curiosity or passion; changing how you breathe can wake up your aliveness.

Safe Ground 

The prerequisite to being able to trust and ground in your aliveness is to first establish a steady sense of feeling safely held. Those of us who have had that steadiness robbed from us by trauma or oppression need to go back and rebuild that foundation.
Some tools to help you establish safety can be found here and here.
 
Grounding in Shifting GroundTrue grounding is not static. For example:

 

  • Babies do need to be held snugly. And also, rocked. Happy babies like to be bounced, or thrown (safely!) up in the air to laugh with delight;
  • “Secure attachment” does not mean motionless clinging. It means having a reliable, loving reference point so a child (or adult) can move fluidly between home/family and larger social spheres;
  • Our “solid” bones are–on a cellular level–brimming with movement and activity. Bone marrow generates blood cells, while bone tissues cyclically shed and rebuild;
  • Even concrete vibrates and dances on a molecular level.

In these times of upheaval and possibility, we need to be able to find and re-find our ground in the middle of earthquakes. To blend—metaphorically and literally–with the earth’s cycles of quaking and stillness. Familiarity with our own body’s shake-ups and resolutions primes this resilience. Small and large movements constantly unfold in our bodies. We can tune in to the rhythms of digestion and elimination, of breathing and sensing in our organs. When we are relaxed with our own internal movements and can enjoy being a body in motion, it is easier to dance with life’s unpredictability. When Life undulates, we can, too. We can return, again and again to that raw, direct aliveness. It turns out that being deeply grounded in our bodies is earth-shaking. The more you embody your aliveness, the less predictable you become—especially to yourself! That is just what is needed in these urgent, unpredictable times. It is the collective awakening of our deep, fluid being-ness that will heal the earth.


 

Would you like to experience Dr. Vanissar Tarakali’s somatic coaching? You can contact her by email at vanissar@cs.com, or you can go to her website

1 thought on “GROUNDING IN ALIVENESS

  1. Will Meecham

    Hi Vannisar

    I just stumbled upon your lovely blog. Between 2009 and 2014, I blogged actively: first, about my struggles to break free from the effects of early life trauma, and later, about how those struggles eventually led me toward spiritual maturation. Then, between 2015 and 2017, on my most recently active website, I wrote about mindfulness and biology with an emphasis on reconnecting with the body in a spirit of love and sacredness.

    Your post about trauma as a pathway to spiritual awakening came up today when I began to think about blogging again, more or less picking up at the point along the trail where I currently walk, with a bit more perspective than before. As I think about what I may have to offer that is at least a little unique, I’d say it’s how much my perspective has changed. Whereas I once saw my early life history (heavy on neglect, bereavement, and abuse) as a tragic and irreparable wound to my psyche, I now see it as the impetus toward spiritual growth that less damaged people don’t experience–not because they can’t but because they don’t need to. Given this difference between a harsh upbringing that forced me to radically reshape my understanding of life, and a (hypothetical) past that would have made me comfortable enough to accept conventional reality as it presents itself, I am glad it all happened as it did. Though I must say, I’m not sure I’d be courageous enough to make the choice to go through it again rather than opting for an easier experience.

    Anyway, I really enjoyed your trauma/spirituality post, and I like this one too. The writing is crisp and clear, and I like the avoidance of long paragraphs (which are a consistent feature of my work and probably make it hard for people to get my points which, in essence, are pretty simple). I’m not sure that more blogging is in my future, but if it is, I plan to take some direction from your presentation.

    Just wanted to say thank you and wish you well. I know how online writing goes, and I want to provide that reader encouragement that sometimes helps.

    Best Wishes,

    Will

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